Journals21
Newest
Devious Journal Entry
1 min read
Once again wasting the rain. These moments are dripping in slow motion kill off and heaven is too far away. Mournful and longing, the stares drift away with no notice. Not even bothered to be locked away. Raindrops crash and echo in bittersweet remorse. The company you keep should not be held accountable. This is the sweetest nightmare and it must be kept alone.' please don't stand by my side.
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
Devious Journal Entry
1 min read
Nipple shields are fucking amazing. Christ fuck!
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
.
1 min read
Hearts pounding precious lullabies
Lungs frenzied with a screaming nightmare
A haunting dulcet twinkling soft, but growing
Methodical music box fantasy never to care
Lungs frenzied with a screaming nightmare
A haunting dulcet twinkling soft, but growing
Methodical music box fantasy never to care
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 9, and find line 4.
'Or how about this: It should be clear to everyone by now-even those with a vested interest in ignorance- that industrialized civilization is killing the planet.' Derrick Jensen <3
Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch?
My pussy.... cat you pervs
lol
Before you started this survey, what were you doing?
Putting my lil man to bed <3
What is the last thing you watched on TV?
I don't have cable but I've been watching Breaking Bad online.
Without looking, guess what time it is
8:45ish
Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
8:49... close
With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Rain falling outside, kitty purrs
When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Ummmm camping last summer
Did you dream last night?
No, I've gone back to suppressing my dream remembrance. Too fucked up
Do you remember your dreams?
Not normally, unless I go with out the green...
When did you last laugh?
Right before I put my monkey to bed. He's the funniest damn person ever <3
Do you remember why / at what?
stated above
What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Lots of star wars posters, skyrim map, alex gray and star wars calenders' pics of my son, pirate flags, dimmu borgir wall flag, random art (mine lol) random halloween decorations.
Seen anything weird lately?
Ummm everything I encounter seems weird to me.
What do you think of this quiz?
Boredom induced
What is the last film you saw?
Human Centipede.... Fucking fucked up shit.. and that's coming from me :/
If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?
Where I live now and have for my whole life... Nelson a.k.a hippy/freak show town
If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Fuck that. I despise money more and more everyday and am trying to rid myself of it as much as I can
Tell me something about you that most people don't know.
I fucking love oatmeal?? lol
If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Take down all of the 'civilized' world.
Do you like to dance?
I do. I really do.
Would you ever consider living abroad?
Nope
Does your name make any interesting anagrams?
Kill
Idiotic
Mutants
Who made the last incoming call on your phone?
Misseh!!!
What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
New korn album... I don't care.. it;s awesome. I very much enjoy a lot of metal dubstep and I won't deny that
Last time you swam in a pool?
Over 2 years ago
Type of music you like most?
\M/ Metal, metal and more metal
Type of music you dislike most?
Most things mainstream, especially the rap crap
Are you listening to music right now?
Puscifer <3 <3 <3
What color is your bedroom carpet?
The colour of ugly.
If you could change something about your home, without worry about expense or mess, what would you do?
Ummm not have it be an apartment... I want to live on a farm so bad it makes me want to explode!!!
What was the last thing you bought?
My biggest vice... cancer sticks
Have you ever ridden on a motorbike?
Yep
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
Probably not
Do you have a garden?
I fucking wish!!!!!!
Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
I'm Canadian eh. And proud, even if our countries being run by a fraudulent fucker fuck. Fuck you Harper!
What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
Too earlllllly for life shit
If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be?
Derrick Jensen <3
Who sent the last text message you received?
Jadeeeee
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
I don't and will never own a credit card.
What time is bed time?
Early morning.. between 2 and 3 ish
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
Haha nope
How many tattoos do you have?
Only one sadly
If you don't have any, have you ever thought of getting one?
I'm getting as many as I possibly can... all my own art
What did you do for your last birthday?
I stayed at home and folded laundry. The though that I was 20 and no longer a teenager depressed the fuck out of me.
But then my friend made me smore brownies and we had bts so it ended well enough,
Do you carry a donor card?
nope
Who was the last person you ate dinner with?
My son <3 As always
Is the glass half empty or half full?
fuck you
What's the farthest-away place you've been?
Winnipeg lol other dimensions if you include that sort of shit... oh my tipper days... reminisces
When's the last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
I HATE tomatoes!!!!! but I love ketchup' tomato sauce (as long as there's no big chucks) tomato paste (i eat that shit by the spoon full) tomato soup
Pretty much anything made from tomatoes as long as it's not the actual tomato
Have you ever won a trophy?
Nope
Are you a good cook?
Fuck yes. I don't mean to toot my own horn but.... I fucking own at cooking and baking.
Do you know how to pump your own gas?
Nope. I don't drive and never will. I got legs.
If you could meet any one person (from history or currently alive), who would it be?
Derrick Jensen or Einstein or Tesla
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?
Yep. Private christian school, had the white blouse, tie and pleated skirt.
Do you touch-type?
Do I what? That sounds dirty or I may just be retarded
What's under your bed?
I don't have an under the bed. I have a mattress on the floor. I'm classy like that
Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not really
Think fast, what do you like right now?
Nature, animals and children. And chocolate
Where were you on Valentine's day?
At home. Fuck Valentines day bullshit
What time do you get up?
8
What was the name of your first pet?
Oprah. She wass my kitty and she was black. lol
Who is the second to last person to call you?
I don't know. I have an extreme phobia of talking on the phone so it does not happen that often
Is there anything going on this weekend?
Metal show tomorrow. Drunken style! Fuck yeah! Anti election fraud/harper rally on saturday
How are you feeling right now?
Mehish
What do you think about the most?
How completely fucked the world is and how badly I want to escape this society
What time do you get up in the morning?
between 8 and 9... depends on my spawn
If you had A Big Win in the Lottery, how long would you wait to tell people?
Immediately so I could start getting rid of the disgusting shit.
Who would you tell first?
My mommy.
What is the last movie that you saw at the cinema?
Ummmm Alice in wonderland.... Lonnng time ago
Do you sing in the shower?
Used to. Not much anymore. Damn apartment living
What do you do most when you are bored?
Used to be art, now it's wasting my time on the internetz :/
What do you do for a living?
I'm a mommy <3
Do you love your job?
Yes more than anything I could thing of ever doing
What did you want to be when you grew up?
A lawyer... fucked up lol
If you could have any job, what would you want to do/be?
A mommy <3
How many keys on your key ring?
3
Where would you retire to?
Ummm nelson?
What kind of car do you drive?
Fuck that shit.
What are your best physical features?
My eyes apparently. and my waist. My waist kicks ass
What are your best characteristics?
I'm crazy XD
If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go?
Star wars/scifi convention XD
What kind of books do you like to read?
Non fiction ,Sci fi, Fantasy
What is your favorite time of the day?
Anytime I'm hanging with my son.. so pretty much all day
Where did you grow up?
Nelson <3
How far away from your birthplace do you live now?
I was born in the hospital so about half a mile away
What are you reading now?
Endgame... again
Are you a morning person or a night owl?
Night owl
Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
Almost. I have a lesbian tongue
Can you close your eyes and raise your eyebrows?
Ummm yes....
Do you have pets?
I have a kitty cat and a 2 year old lol
How many rings before you answer the phone?
I just let it ring... phone calls are scary... and my phone doesn't ring.. it Imperial marches
What is your best childhood memory?
Too many to name
What are some of the different jobs that you have had in your life?
I worked at quiznos... than I became a mommy and really don't want to do anything besides that... well maybe tattooing
Any new and exciting things that you would like to share?
We're all going to die and take most species of life down with us. We're all assholes. It kind of really sucks lol
What is most important in life?
What Inspires You?
'Or how about this: It should be clear to everyone by now-even those with a vested interest in ignorance- that industrialized civilization is killing the planet.' Derrick Jensen <3
Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch?
My pussy.... cat you pervs
lolBefore you started this survey, what were you doing?
Putting my lil man to bed <3
What is the last thing you watched on TV?
I don't have cable but I've been watching Breaking Bad online.
Without looking, guess what time it is
8:45ish
Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
8:49... close
With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Rain falling outside, kitty purrs
When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Ummmm camping last summer
Did you dream last night?
No, I've gone back to suppressing my dream remembrance. Too fucked up
Do you remember your dreams?
Not normally, unless I go with out the green...
When did you last laugh?
Right before I put my monkey to bed. He's the funniest damn person ever <3
Do you remember why / at what?
stated above
What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Lots of star wars posters, skyrim map, alex gray and star wars calenders' pics of my son, pirate flags, dimmu borgir wall flag, random art (mine lol) random halloween decorations.
Seen anything weird lately?
Ummm everything I encounter seems weird to me.
What do you think of this quiz?
Boredom induced
What is the last film you saw?
Human Centipede.... Fucking fucked up shit.. and that's coming from me :/
If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?
Where I live now and have for my whole life... Nelson a.k.a hippy/freak show town
If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Fuck that. I despise money more and more everyday and am trying to rid myself of it as much as I can
Tell me something about you that most people don't know.
I fucking love oatmeal?? lol
If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Take down all of the 'civilized' world.
Do you like to dance?
I do. I really do.
Would you ever consider living abroad?
Nope
Does your name make any interesting anagrams?
Kill
Idiotic
Mutants
Who made the last incoming call on your phone?
Misseh!!!
What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
New korn album... I don't care.. it;s awesome. I very much enjoy a lot of metal dubstep and I won't deny that
Last time you swam in a pool?
Over 2 years ago
Type of music you like most?
\M/ Metal, metal and more metal
Type of music you dislike most?
Most things mainstream, especially the rap crap
Are you listening to music right now?
Puscifer <3 <3 <3
What color is your bedroom carpet?
The colour of ugly.
If you could change something about your home, without worry about expense or mess, what would you do?
Ummm not have it be an apartment... I want to live on a farm so bad it makes me want to explode!!!
What was the last thing you bought?
My biggest vice... cancer sticks
Have you ever ridden on a motorbike?
Yep
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
Probably not
Do you have a garden?
I fucking wish!!!!!!
Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
I'm Canadian eh. And proud, even if our countries being run by a fraudulent fucker fuck. Fuck you Harper!
What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
Too earlllllly for life shit
If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be?
Derrick Jensen <3
Who sent the last text message you received?
Jadeeeee
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
I don't and will never own a credit card.
What time is bed time?
Early morning.. between 2 and 3 ish
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
Haha nope
How many tattoos do you have?
Only one sadly
If you don't have any, have you ever thought of getting one?
I'm getting as many as I possibly can... all my own art
What did you do for your last birthday?
I stayed at home and folded laundry. The though that I was 20 and no longer a teenager depressed the fuck out of me.
But then my friend made me smore brownies and we had bts so it ended well enough,
Do you carry a donor card?
nope
Who was the last person you ate dinner with?
My son <3 As always
Is the glass half empty or half full?
fuck you
What's the farthest-away place you've been?
Winnipeg lol other dimensions if you include that sort of shit... oh my tipper days... reminisces
When's the last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
I HATE tomatoes!!!!! but I love ketchup' tomato sauce (as long as there's no big chucks) tomato paste (i eat that shit by the spoon full) tomato soup
Pretty much anything made from tomatoes as long as it's not the actual tomato
Have you ever won a trophy?
Nope
Are you a good cook?
Fuck yes. I don't mean to toot my own horn but.... I fucking own at cooking and baking.
Do you know how to pump your own gas?
Nope. I don't drive and never will. I got legs.
If you could meet any one person (from history or currently alive), who would it be?
Derrick Jensen or Einstein or Tesla
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?
Yep. Private christian school, had the white blouse, tie and pleated skirt.
Do you touch-type?
Do I what? That sounds dirty or I may just be retarded
What's under your bed?
I don't have an under the bed. I have a mattress on the floor. I'm classy like that
Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not really
Think fast, what do you like right now?
Nature, animals and children. And chocolate
Where were you on Valentine's day?
At home. Fuck Valentines day bullshit
What time do you get up?
8
What was the name of your first pet?
Oprah. She wass my kitty and she was black. lol
Who is the second to last person to call you?
I don't know. I have an extreme phobia of talking on the phone so it does not happen that often
Is there anything going on this weekend?
Metal show tomorrow. Drunken style! Fuck yeah! Anti election fraud/harper rally on saturday
How are you feeling right now?
Mehish
What do you think about the most?
How completely fucked the world is and how badly I want to escape this society
What time do you get up in the morning?
between 8 and 9... depends on my spawn
If you had A Big Win in the Lottery, how long would you wait to tell people?
Immediately so I could start getting rid of the disgusting shit.
Who would you tell first?
My mommy.
What is the last movie that you saw at the cinema?
Ummmm Alice in wonderland.... Lonnng time ago
Do you sing in the shower?
Used to. Not much anymore. Damn apartment living
What do you do most when you are bored?
Used to be art, now it's wasting my time on the internetz :/
What do you do for a living?
I'm a mommy <3
Do you love your job?
Yes more than anything I could thing of ever doing
What did you want to be when you grew up?
A lawyer... fucked up lol
If you could have any job, what would you want to do/be?
A mommy <3
How many keys on your key ring?
3
Where would you retire to?
Ummm nelson?
What kind of car do you drive?
Fuck that shit.
What are your best physical features?
My eyes apparently. and my waist. My waist kicks ass
What are your best characteristics?
I'm crazy XD
If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go?
Star wars/scifi convention XD
What kind of books do you like to read?
Non fiction ,Sci fi, Fantasy
What is your favorite time of the day?
Anytime I'm hanging with my son.. so pretty much all day
Where did you grow up?
Nelson <3
How far away from your birthplace do you live now?
I was born in the hospital so about half a mile away
What are you reading now?
Endgame... again
Are you a morning person or a night owl?
Night owl
Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
Almost. I have a lesbian tongue
Can you close your eyes and raise your eyebrows?
Ummm yes....
Do you have pets?
I have a kitty cat and a 2 year old lol
How many rings before you answer the phone?
I just let it ring... phone calls are scary... and my phone doesn't ring.. it Imperial marches
What is your best childhood memory?
Too many to name
What are some of the different jobs that you have had in your life?
I worked at quiznos... than I became a mommy and really don't want to do anything besides that... well maybe tattooing
Any new and exciting things that you would like to share?
We're all going to die and take most species of life down with us. We're all assholes. It kind of really sucks lol
What is most important in life?
What Inspires You?
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
FINALLLY!!!!
1 min read
Some how my password changed on me and I couldn't access my account for ages!!!! But I'm back on FINALLY! I've gotten quite a few new pieces of art though very shitty quality pics and what not. Been on kind of an inspiration/motivational block sinse I've gotten the damn, distracting internetz back but hopefully I can get over that ASAP!
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In